Can’t not...
Ever since I looked away,
And went a different way,
Let my back face yours;
Knowing -- we now have different doors.
Seeing new faces,
Walking – with that same pace – on different bases;
Feels new -- yet old,
Playing a few -- different role.
Can’t stop but look back,
Dancing in my mind when thoughts slack;
Those memories remain buried deep,
Ringing before and after I sleep.
Made me chuckle, then smile,
Like an idiot – insane for a while;
From a lazy stare to the board,
Sometimes I get bored, then I get caught.
Can’t not,
Let go history I brought;
Be free from fond’s besot,
Oh…god.
Can’t not,
Think of all sort;
Can’t not,